Saturday, November 1, 2014

The future of my own country, in verse

Yes, I wrote this in a moment of sheer despair!

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Incurious, self-satisfied, self-conceited, believing oneself to be great when downtrodden, loving of equality as equality prevents excellence, and excellence breeds resentment in those without it.
One looks to his superiors, with resentment and wish of failure; one looks to his inferiors, with satisfaction and contempt. From the superiors does he fashion his image, adopting the dress and manners and etiqette; the superior in his excellence breeds resentment from the mediocre, every day growing. The mediocre wants to be the superior, but deigns it too much work; after all, duty calls, and the calls of the day are the duties of the life of comfort.
The wretched desires prestige, and looks for inferiors over which to lord himself, assuring himself that he is not as small as he assumes. Inferiority is about honor, and honor is the rank of one in a society, for society's members are unequal to one another. Those without honor are outside of society, and society has no rank for them. They can be neither superior nor inferior to anyone else.
Pride before the fall, and a haughty spirit before the destruction. And after the fall, alas! The trauma, the anguish and the loneliness; the realization, the guilt and the resolution, to stand up once again and be counted before the other nations; the hatred of the old, a shrug of shoulders and why-nots to try the new; it may work, it may fail, but what do we have?

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The joyous anger the miserable who wish that everyone around them succumb to the lovely poison of misery; the determined frighten the helpless, because, in their helplessness do they find their comfort in averting pain and fear; who in helplessness shared by commonality with comrades, wish so desperately and so alacrously to silence the roar, by terror or intimidation or mockery; finding themselves in vain, they are humiliated, and resent deeply the man of sharp determination; too cowardly to suffer the hammer of legal justice, they call out to that one depraved man who will take care of this rabble-rouser, who wishes to trample on their silent peace of misery, who has de-genified himself from the brotherhood of misery, wishing instead to be free and preserving of his dignity; screaming and wailing do they, in a scandalous outpouring of their unrefined feelings, that this rabble-rouser should be put to death, for how dare he!
Once the rabble-rouser gone, once his disciples terrified and exiled, they can – in peace – live in denial of the bloodletting future, whose portent leaves signs and omens seen only by the sharp of sight, and whose arrival is like the gathering of a storm, not seen until either: it is too obvious to deny, or until all has been said and done, after the corpses have been cleared from the streets, after chests tightened from weeping and the eyes dried of tears.
And so, people must change their ways, when Nature comes back for a vengeance - after decades of withdrawal, after leaving in liberty those slavish dolts who sought unnatural living – and strikes out the unnatural and degenerate, leaving behind the one who found his place in her violent rearrangements.
And so, before the fall, one must seek to land more gracefully, but only if he knew how magnanimous the impact of the fall will be, and how quickly will the cobwebs that held back the restless raptures of society's discontents be blown away by the attrition of restlessness and rapture; those cobwebs of security and order that reassure stubbornly, the weak and withdrawing tyrant, and the disloyal wealthy. And soon will the tyrant flee, and soon will the wealthy flee to their master's dens, and soon will the self-deceptive be robbed of their comforting lies.
And so, unswerving dedication to truth, abandoning falsehood once shown and abandoning the society that holds it; appreciation of true beauty, and not the beauty of vulgarity; to set everything in order, so that everything may be satisfied in its place, so that everything may be reached in convenience; to administer justice, to give everyone his due, to give the guilty a fair listen, to know the full guilt of the guilty, to assume he is innocent until proven guilty, to arrive the innocence of the un-guilty, to give everyone what he has earned and not to take it; is what makes a society so glorious and so magnificent, that even the most bitter adversaries must pay homage to it, as their due to their own dignity in the face of the wise, who would otherwise deride them as bitter or pathetic.

TRUTH
BEAUTY
ORDER
JUSTICE

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